Hard week

Nov. 18th, 2011 02:25 pm
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My husband's grandfather passed away late on Sunday night. So this week has consisted of grieving and spending time with the family. The funeral was today.

I'm utterly exhausted right now. I left a bit early and am now just trying to rest a bit before I have to go out again. I'm looking forward to tomorrow. I'll get the house nice and clean and spend the rest of the day in relaxation mode. Might get some marking done - just found out that reports are due in 2 weeks. That's a bit scary.
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So this evening I popped to my local shops and saw my mum's car parked there. I panicked rather thoroughly and pretty much reversed straight out of there.

I really didn't need this. I've only just recently been able to go to those shops by myself without having to force down anxiety every time in case I see her and have to deal with her. I'd hoped there would be some sort of mutual respect of our various "turfs", but clearly not. I'd been avoiding her local shops, so I hoped she would do the same for mine. I guess that hope was unreasonable. I'll still avoid hers, in self-preservation if nothing else.

I just feel like I've had a major set-back. Now that I know she comes here, I don't feel safe any more, which is a horrible thing because I should feel safe where I live, and I just don't right now.


Mar. 21st, 2011 07:03 pm
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Parents aren't coming to the wedding.

I expected this, but I'm still angry and having wine to compensate.


Jun. 6th, 2010 03:46 pm
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I have a wonderful partner, an awesome housemate, an adorable and affectionate kitten, a job I like, and really great friends.

I'd say I have everything one could possibly wish for :-)


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